work's been absolutely fantabulous! i'm having the time of my life there. after so many weeks, the truth it finally out and i've more or less settled that prevailing issue. i've realised that it's either you have everything or you want nothing at all, so i've taken the initiative to make that decision for you. i chose the latter which has become rather evident over the past 2 days. i figured hostility is the only way to break this vicious cycle. sorry honey, but life goes on doesn't it?
i didn't get to see my charlie boy this weekend which is rather upsetting. thing's hadn't been looking too good for us over the past week but it seems to be getting alot better now. i guess we'll be back to normal once he books out on thursday. it's been sucha long time since we've gone over a week without seeing each other. the distance is beginning to affect me.
I’ll be there when your heart stops beating
I’ll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there’s no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
im in a dilemma at 12:10 AM