so i've been MIA for over 2 weeks. got some major updating to do now.
21/09/06:
the day my prelim papers ended. went for lunch with fan at aljunied and then took an exceptionally long bus ride home. later that night, i met my girls for dinner at hard rock which i was fashionably late for. haha. guess some things really never change. finally we managed to get everyone there...except for jo. sigh. after A's hoe! we'll cafe iguana it every night! after dinz, palts, naoms, ara, kris, roach (i'm sorry, i can't do the whole shiela thing anymore. it's too faky for me) went for C&C at forum coffeebean where we spent the entire time listening to sentimental old music and singing along to it. haha. leonard and charles came to pick me up at ard 11ish. i think i was in an utter state of shock throughout the entire car ride after seeing charles' newly shaved head. i must admit, it was pretty bad at first but after awhile when you actually look at it from a different angle, it's not THAT bad. feels like velvet=)
22/09/06: (HAPPY 8 MTHS!)
so that night i crashed at charlie's. had the worst sleep ever! i'm sorry baby but i really did. you were just way too noisy. we engaged in some really in depth conversation about life and death and religion and stuff before TRYING to fall asleep. insightful. we got out of bed at around 12 and went down for lunch with his grandma's and then spent the rest of the afternoon bumming in his room listening to music and catching up on lost sleep. leonard and li came over for tea and then we were off to united square but i was too tired to hang out so i caught a cab home.
23/09/06:
went to our lady of lourdes cuz it was nick pat's grandma's one year mass. hung out with nick and mark lloyd the entire time and then palts came to join us cuz we had plans to go out at night. daddy dropped palts and i at clarke quay and then we walked down to boat quay to meet ash, farhan and their friend navin for beers and sheesha. strangely enough, navin's from the same intake as charles but different company. they left at about 11 and then i went down to bumbles to meet shalz and brin. had a great time there. bumped into palti's friend ashwin and all his cousins. talk about this being a small world, one of ashwin's cousins', this guy shawn turned out to be sunil's bestfriend since they were kids. funny how he immediately made the connection after hearing my name. i was too beat for supper so i cabbed back home after closing time.
24/09/06:
as usual. emo-sunday. today's agenda: tanya feels so redundant and is therefore not needed. i think it really is a psychological thing. anyway, my girlies (roach, ara and kris) came over to watch the finals of Singapore Idol and they came bearing gifts...brownies from Campbell's Kitchen and Island Creamery Banana Ice-Cream! a whole tub for me!....and my mum and dad and ryan. bleah. anyhow, they're the best!(my girls i mean) having them over was definitely a great start for a terrible week ahead. i really don't know what i'll ever do without them.
25/09/06-29/09/06:
school-home-study-sleep. an ongoing process.
30/09/06:
surprised my charlie boy at cheeky's with the help of elf. it was suppose to be a great night of alcohol and dancing until 4am but everything(for me and charles that is) came to a stop by 2. we had issues that needed settling so we cabbed back to his place to talk things out. it would have been absurd to continue the night of partying when obviously, there was a problem at hand. i left his place at about 4ish tho still having the feeling that things were not completely resolved. i guess you can't expect to be forgiven within a couple of hours eventhough it may seem like a trivial matter (or not a matter at all) to you. but then again, it doesn't matter what i think, it's what others perceive it as that should be my main concern.
the rest of the week was just spent staying at home and studying. trying desperately to keep up to my very demanding study schedule which i am, by the way, lagging by 3 days. i skipped school the entire week except for yesterday which was a terrible day to attend school. i see my good ol' friend Mr Tonsilitis has come to pay his much-awaited visit. but with my trusty cup of honey water in one hand and my countless number of panadols in the other, i should be fit enough to do some serious mugging today.
my charlie boy's coming out tmr!=) i think it's the beginning of when the going gets really tough. apparently he's only allowed on mainland for 24 hours so he books out saturday afternoon and then goes back in on sunday afternoon. pretty shit huh? don't worry baby, we'll pull through this.
Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong
Without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same
im in a dilemma at 11:06 AM
21/09/06:
the day my prelim papers ended. went for lunch with fan at aljunied and then took an exceptionally long bus ride home. later that night, i met my girls for dinner at hard rock which i was fashionably late for. haha. guess some things really never change. finally we managed to get everyone there...except for jo. sigh. after A's hoe! we'll cafe iguana it every night! after dinz, palts, naoms, ara, kris, roach (i'm sorry, i can't do the whole shiela thing anymore. it's too faky for me) went for C&C at forum coffeebean where we spent the entire time listening to sentimental old music and singing along to it. haha. leonard and charles came to pick me up at ard 11ish. i think i was in an utter state of shock throughout the entire car ride after seeing charles' newly shaved head. i must admit, it was pretty bad at first but after awhile when you actually look at it from a different angle, it's not THAT bad. feels like velvet=)
22/09/06: (HAPPY 8 MTHS!)
so that night i crashed at charlie's. had the worst sleep ever! i'm sorry baby but i really did. you were just way too noisy. we engaged in some really in depth conversation about life and death and religion and stuff before TRYING to fall asleep. insightful. we got out of bed at around 12 and went down for lunch with his grandma's and then spent the rest of the afternoon bumming in his room listening to music and catching up on lost sleep. leonard and li came over for tea and then we were off to united square but i was too tired to hang out so i caught a cab home.
23/09/06:
went to our lady of lourdes cuz it was nick pat's grandma's one year mass. hung out with nick and mark lloyd the entire time and then palts came to join us cuz we had plans to go out at night. daddy dropped palts and i at clarke quay and then we walked down to boat quay to meet ash, farhan and their friend navin for beers and sheesha. strangely enough, navin's from the same intake as charles but different company. they left at about 11 and then i went down to bumbles to meet shalz and brin. had a great time there. bumped into palti's friend ashwin and all his cousins. talk about this being a small world, one of ashwin's cousins', this guy shawn turned out to be sunil's bestfriend since they were kids. funny how he immediately made the connection after hearing my name. i was too beat for supper so i cabbed back home after closing time.
24/09/06:
as usual. emo-sunday. today's agenda: tanya feels so redundant and is therefore not needed. i think it really is a psychological thing. anyway, my girlies (roach, ara and kris) came over to watch the finals of Singapore Idol and they came bearing gifts...brownies from Campbell's Kitchen and Island Creamery Banana Ice-Cream! a whole tub for me!....and my mum and dad and ryan. bleah. anyhow, they're the best!(my girls i mean) having them over was definitely a great start for a terrible week ahead. i really don't know what i'll ever do without them.
25/09/06-29/09/06:
school-home-study-sleep. an ongoing process.
30/09/06:
surprised my charlie boy at cheeky's with the help of elf. it was suppose to be a great night of alcohol and dancing until 4am but everything(for me and charles that is) came to a stop by 2. we had issues that needed settling so we cabbed back to his place to talk things out. it would have been absurd to continue the night of partying when obviously, there was a problem at hand. i left his place at about 4ish tho still having the feeling that things were not completely resolved. i guess you can't expect to be forgiven within a couple of hours eventhough it may seem like a trivial matter (or not a matter at all) to you. but then again, it doesn't matter what i think, it's what others perceive it as that should be my main concern.
the rest of the week was just spent staying at home and studying. trying desperately to keep up to my very demanding study schedule which i am, by the way, lagging by 3 days. i skipped school the entire week except for yesterday which was a terrible day to attend school. i see my good ol' friend Mr Tonsilitis has come to pay his much-awaited visit. but with my trusty cup of honey water in one hand and my countless number of panadols in the other, i should be fit enough to do some serious mugging today.
my charlie boy's coming out tmr!=) i think it's the beginning of when the going gets really tough. apparently he's only allowed on mainland for 24 hours so he books out saturday afternoon and then goes back in on sunday afternoon. pretty shit huh? don't worry baby, we'll pull through this.
Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong
Without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same
im in a dilemma at 11:06 AM