was suppose to go over to charlie's on monday to study but so much for getting any work done. we just sat in his front porch chilling out - listening to music and sipping on some wine. felt like my A levels were over but then again, his place has always been my weekend house. my other escape from reality. shalini, naomi, elvis and shina came to join us and then it was chilling till 2 with them and home sweet home.
strangely enough, i'm more excited about my A levels than afraid of it. i guess just really want to get it over and done with and have the life i've been dreaming of. i'm tired of wasting years slogging over stupid assignments. there's just so much more to life out there and i've missed out on everything. i'm not just talking about those wild crazy drunken nights but just those times when i can do what I wanna do - sit by the pool reading a book, walk around town by myself, walk around the back of holland road with those oh-so-beautiful houses and think about things. i just really need to get out of my current lifestyle. it's too asphyxiating.
right now. it's back to that god-forbidden table. just 3 weeks and 5 days more. world, would you wait for me?
running down corridors
through automatic doors
got to get to you
got to see this through
I see hope is here in a plastic box
I've seen christmas lights reflect in your eyes
im in a dilemma at 12:23 PM