this world's an ugly place...
but you're so beautiful...
to me

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

it's insane. i woke up at freaking 3:30pm today. i don't think i've ever woken up that late before and now i'm sitting here at my dining table chilling with ryan as if it's only 10 at night. i just can't seem to get to sleep. as paradoxical as it may sound, the days seem to just whiz by but the 3 weeks till the end of my A's seems to be taking forever.

with all the talk that's been going on, i no longer feel discouraged about the fact that i'm probably not gonna do well and not be eligible for a local university. i mean, there's an endless list of options out there that would still guarantee me getting a reasonable job with a stable pay in the future. it's just a matter of how i go about doing it. who ever said that success= graduating with a degree from a singapore university? my idea of a 'reasonable job' wouldn't be anything along the lines of waitressing for the rest of my life. it would probably be something i never thought i would do. something i would least expect. i guess you'd never know when you might stumble across that one person who'd be your ticket to success. it's all about who you know and what you're capable of. i've been inspired.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.


im in a dilemma at 5:17 AM




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Name: Tanya N.
D.O.B: 23rd December '88
Sign: Capricorn
Loves: friends,family,eating,dancing,daydreaming
Hates: chocolate flavoured food but loves pure chocolate,eggshells in her egg
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