i finally managed to muster up enough courage on saturday to step out of my house and go for dinner at adam rd with charles, ben and elsa. and of all the days in my whole 17+years, it had to be THIS day when our PSI reached it's ultimate highest of 150. sigh. luck really was on my side huh? so i just sat down at adam's drinking my jia jia liang teh which according to charles, is suppose to soothe my throat while he ate his murtabak. the two of us then went down to holland v's brekos for beers...well he had the beers, i just had 4 cups of hot water=/ we bumped into terry and his campmates. god, it's been so long since i've seen that guy but then again, he hasn't changed a bit.
so charlie and i, as usual had our whole 'philosphy on life' talk while waiting for leonard and matt to come down. i don't know why but holland v seems to have become our place for reflection. strange. maybe it's just me but it feels like charles has changed alot. i don't mean this in a good or bad way, just a neutral change. he's no longer my crazy dancing-alcoholic-chain smoker-noisy boyfriend. he's a lot more sedated now. i mean he still has the whole drinking and smoking going on but he's cut down quite a bit. seriously, since when did charles navin raj have a mere 2 beers in 4 hours and tell me that it's getting late at 9:30pm? i know everyone says that the army breaks you only to build you up but i didn't expect him to break that fast. i guess i just gotta get use to this new change of his and adjust to it tho i do foresee certain issues coming our way once my A's are over but we'll deal with it if it comes. ok i'm gonna read my Great Expectations and hopefully fall asleep. goodnight world.
Lay your head on my shoulder
Everything's gonna be alright
Baby don't you cry
Don't you worry about a thing
I see a rainbow at the end
It's gonna be alright
im in a dilemma at 3:50 AM