.temperamental bitch.

Friday, July 07, 2006

so this is my little dose of a long distance relationship and it's definitely not working out for me. everything just seems to go by so slowly. sigh. was suppose to go to school today but ended waking up late so i met fan for lunch at clementi instead. we had the much talked about ma you qi which for your information was damn bloody good. we then headed down to town and bumped into clara at zara. i swear, i hate walking around town knowing that i can't buy whatever i want. it's bloody depressing. god i really need to get a job. sigh. not sure what i'm doing tonight. probably drop by bumbles to see shalz and then meet bo after work perhaps? will see how it goes. where art thou my charlie boy? sniff.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it any where
Away from here

To think i might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if its just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear...

im in a dilemma at 6:39 PM