this world's an ugly place...
but you're so beautiful...
to me

Saturday, July 08, 2006

last night was pretty alright. went to mad flemmings with vic, ness, angela, jane, ryan and ryan p for champagne. got pretty wasted. champagne always fucks me over. this really weird thing happened between ryan p and i - i was staring intensely into my champagne glass watching the bubbles float up for almost a good 2 minutes and then out of no where, ryan peters grabs my hand and says 'i'm sure he's fine over there'. i was so fucking shocked that i nearly dropped my glass. then i was like 'how did you know i was thinking of him?' and he was like 'tanya, how long have i known you for? plus, you and andrea always give that same look'. i swear, ryan's bloody amazing. never before have i met anyone like him. after drinking to our hearts content, we decided to walk down to bumbles. along the way, i bumped into kelvin, anand and kabi at sahara. i chilled with them for a bit and then brought them along to bumbles where i tried to sober up and then left for home. my plans for tonight? think shalz might be coming over to chill. yay! been feeling really out of it the pass few days, especially today. stace, i miss you.

my hatred for you came gushing back. some things never change.


im in a dilemma at 9:18 PM




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Name: Tanya N.
D.O.B: 23rd December '88
Sign: Capricorn
Loves: friends,family,eating,dancing,daydreaming
Hates: chocolate flavoured food but loves pure chocolate,eggshells in her egg
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