this world's an ugly place...
but you're so beautiful...
to me

Saturday, June 17, 2006

wednesday began with a confession made by a certain individual. what you told me was some thing i honestly did not expect you to ever do to me. i guess i really did make the right decision months ago on leaving you. i followed my intuition and i've never been happier. being with you was the worst choice i've ever made and leaving you being the best. you were probably only nice to me when we were together because of all the guilt you carried. i can't believe i even felt bad for breaking up with you and finding another. you totally deserved it. no regrets.

the rest of wednesday was awesome. i spent ladies night at Bumblebeez with shalz, shafina and a whole bunch of other people. fan and gang came too but they left after a while for MOS. fabian and james joined us and then ryan came with ryan p and shobi. god it's been ages since i've seen them. i met rakesh at bumblebeez too. he was a lot cuter before but he still has that captivating smile. haha. i couldn't believe it when ryan told me that the guy in the suit was nithi, another manager of Bumblebeez. he looked so different and gone were the days of his curry puff hair style. haha.

friday was me and charlie's day. we just spent alone time together. i met him after work and we went to watch The Omen at PS which was the 2nd movie we've watched since we've known each other. amazing huh? i swear he was the cutest thing alive. he was so scared that he kept covering his eyes and then when the scene was over, he'd ask me what happened. so damn adorable!! and then when it became too much for him to handle, he asked if we could go home. hahaha. ahhhhhh! i love him!! haha. after the movie, we chilled outside PS with his beer which i brought for him and had our, as of late, the ipod nano 4GB and ipod nano 2GB debate. haha. we went back to his place at about 10:30 to chill. we just spoke to his mum, watched some telly, raided the kitchen at 12 cuz i was hungry, slept a little and talked about our future. i got a little upset by the end of the night cuz it really hit me that if i don't study hard enough and get into a uni here, our relationship would be over cuz long distance is just too hard. i wouldn't be able to be away from him for that long. i left his place at about 2ish, feeling pretty fucked up hence the attitude. sorry baby. i guess we just gotta treasure all that we have now. it feels like our honeymoon period has just begun
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nothing compares to you



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Name: Tanya N.
D.O.B: 23rd December '88
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