as paradoxical as it is...you are cruellest to the ones you love.
im in a dilemma at 9:23 PM
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i've been analysing the relationships of the people around me, inclusive of myself and i've realised that love is far more complicated and complex than i thought. why can't it just be as simple as "if you feel A and you do B and show C, then you're in love!". tough luck. it's not. i mean how do you know if you truly love someone or better yet, how do you know if THEY truly love you? there's just so many different ways. they couldn't all spring from love right? i mean, you've got those who say they're in love for the sake of saying it but don't feel it or show it, then there's another group who say and show it but don't feel it cuz of some sort of ulterior motive and then you've also got the ones who claim to feel it and never say or show it and various other combinations...catch my drift? the only logical explanation i can decipher from all of this would be that it only happens because of the conflicting heart and mind. i mean one does things without thinking and the other does things without feeling. no prizes for guessing what does what. i guess the true meaning of love is what you eventually make it out to be. it's like this indescribable feeling you have within you which no one but you would ever understand. the hardest part of it all would probably be attempting to convey something so intangible into words. your failure to express the full extent of it would seem like your love is insufficient but if you kept it inside, wouldn't it be just as good as not feeling it at all? contradicting don't ya think? as paradoxical as it is...you are cruellest to the ones you love. im in a dilemma at 9:23 PM
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