Tuesday, March 07, 2006
things are better but still messed up. i've forgiven but not forgotten. i know we planned on starting over but i just can't seem to get over all the ignorance from before. i can't help but think that this is just another one of those momentary changes and when i least expect it, you're gonna turn your back on me once again. you can't exactly blame me, you've disappointed me one too many times and there's only so much one can take. this is meant to be our honeymoon period but apparently we're far from sweetness and star-filled skies. are we ending just as fast as we begun? has the love we had really faded with time? then i guess it wasn't even love to begin with.*i'm just not one of em girls*Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken.
Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh?Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me?
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees, I hope,
I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can.
Why do you see right through me?
im in a dilemma at
9:51 PM
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