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so stacey's officially in Japan now. didn't take it too well when she was boarding. i'm much better now but when i least expect it, something reminds me of her and it just triggers the tears off. i know i'll never be completely over the fact that she's not here anymore but i'll some how try to cope with it. you're right guys, 10 months isn't THAT long. it could have been worse. i decided to skip school today cuz i hadn't done any of my work and i really wasn't in the right frame of mind to get shit from my teachers. went over to charlie's place instead and watched Ali G. we ended up having this stupid wrestling match which obviously I WON due to his lack of stamina. smoke some more lah smoke. then he decided to play LAPD with his rubber band gun*rolls eyes*. as annoying as he is, i just can't seem to hate him. he always makes my day. being there helped me take my mind of stace but the moment i left, it reminded me of how i would always talk to her on the way back home from his place. sigh. i don't know who to confide in anymore. i miss her so damn much. nearly 5 months and i'm still so crazy about you im in a dilemma at 8:17 PM
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