this world's an ugly place...
but you're so beautiful...
to me

Monday, March 20, 2006

how could i have not seen it before? it wasn't you. it was me. i was the one being the ungrateful bitch. i was the one demanding too much eventhough i knew you were trying your best to make me happy. yes you were right, i was being petty and there's no excuse for the things i said to you. i've finally learnt something from all of this. there isn't only one way of showing you love someone. different people different ways. for all those times that you did show me you care, i chose to ignore it and point out everything you did wrong. i think we've reached yet another milestone in our relationship. a point of realization for me at least who was "oblivious to everything happening around me". i understand you and now i'm beginning to understand myself. things will get better. we will reach our 2 year mark. the bittergourd period is officially over.

you're different from the rest and for once, i'm actually holding on.


im in a dilemma at 12:05 AM




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Name: Tanya N.
D.O.B: 23rd December '88
Sign: Capricorn
Loves: friends,family,eating,dancing,daydreaming
Hates: chocolate flavoured food but loves pure chocolate,eggshells in her egg
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