Saturday, February 18, 2006

i swear, it's been one crazy week. been coming back from school at 11pm almost everyday and it's bloody exhausting. damn Evening of Love. anyway, tuesday was valentine's day and i swear, i had the most beautiful valentines that any girl could have ever imagined. ok so maybe he didn't hire a jet and fly me up to have dinner in the sky but still it was amazing. so what happened was that we had dinner on the beach. it was perfect, the sky, the food, the wine, the flower, the presents... everything. honestly, i never thought this day would ever come. your unpredictability just makes me love you even more. we basically just sat and talked under the stars sipping wine, which by the way we finished the entire bottle due to the inability to re-cork it. i left for home at about 12 cuz i had school the next day. dammit but for what it's worth, that night was definitely unforgettable.

as for the rest of the week, i stayed back in school with my lit teachers and some of my friends decorating the music room and rehearsing for last night which turned out to be a success. surprisingly, everything went well. penny and i nailed our choreography and i remembered my lines for Loverb. the after party was even better. we stayed in school till 2:30am dancing, drinking wine and talking about a whole load of rubbish. ms thiang taught us some 70s dance steps and how to mambo. it was pretty cool. after falling asleep on isa for an hour staining his white shirt with make-up, we all caught a cab home.

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano
Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka's still lodged in my hand
and some blonde gave me nightmares, i think that she's still in my bed
as I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead.

With an ironclad fist, I wake up and french kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps its own beat in my head while we're talking
about all of the things that I long to believe,
about love, the truth, what you mean to me
and the truth is, baby you're all that I need.

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as, the Holy Ghost is,
and lay you down on a bed of roses.

Well I'm so far away
Each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night
to speak through this payphone
Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through
till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper, baby blind love is true

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
and she's giving me the eye
Well I might have said yeah
but I laughed so hard I think I died.

Now as you close your eyes, know I'll be thinking about you
while my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again
Tonight, I won't be alone but you know that don't mean I'm not lonely
I've got nothing to prove
for it's you that I'd die to defend.

im in a dilemma at 7:26 PM