.temperamental bitch.

Friday, January 27, 2006

man things are so fucked up. i got this terrible aching feeling in my heart which just won't go away. i don't even know why it's there but whatever it is, it's definitely here to stay the night. it's possibly cuz of alot of things built up over the course of 2 mths together with past memories or plainly just the lack of sleep. i pray it's the latter. it's really odd cuz not even music has made me feel better and while we were on the bus on the way to the old folk's home, i fell asleep and woke up with tears in my eyes. strange. well i just hope it's a phase i'm going thru. that's all cuz it really sucks. think i just need a good cry followed by a good smoke. *i don't want the world to see me cuz i don't think that they'd understand*

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say it, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

im in a dilemma at 9:49 PM