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what have you done to me? i've never been so self-conscious about saying "i love you" or "i miss you" and now, when it screams inside of me, i dare not even utter a word of it out. it's such a strange feeling, for me at least, to with hold what i truly feel. since when have i been so fearful to openly express my utmost emotions? exactly. never. this is so unlike me. it's just a matter of time before the feelings of loving and missing someone would be completely wiped off from within me...both heart and mind. in fact, i can already feel it creeping up on me from behind. slowly engulfing the love and longing for someone*shudder*. the thought of it just scares me knowing that one day i might just turn into an unemotional freak. how was i to know that back then, when i made that certain decision, that it would have a long-term effect on me. i swear, i better pull out of this...and fast or things are gonna get a lot harder than they already are. At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me im in a dilemma at 8:42 PM
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