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it was just meant to be harmless fun but now, i think i'm getting myself too caught up in it. i'm beginning to lose at my own game and it really sucks. i knew what i was getting myself into before it happened but now, i'm losing control of what i once thought i had complete control of. it's a constant battle between heart and mind and i'm just hoping that this time, the mind wins. i said things i didn't feel and now i wish i could just take those words back cuz i don't mean it, i never meant it...but i'm suppose to mean it, aren't i? this is bad. it seriously is. i just got to stop and think logically. following my heart is bullshit cuz it's just gonna lead me to anywhere but happiness. i just need my heart to follow the thoughts of my mind and not vice versa and then everything will turn out ok. i hope. i can do it. i know i can. i've done it before so what makes this any different? just take it one day at a time. Oh my love, its you that I dream of Oh my love, since that day Somewhere in my heart I'm always Dancing with you in the summer rain Doesnt matter what I do now Doesnt matter what I say Somewhere in my heart I'm always Dancing with you in the summer rain im in a dilemma at 6:59 PM
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