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i think i'm finally gaining control of myself. now all i need is for you to lose control and then everything will fall into place...EXCELLENT!(drums fingers against each other Mr Burns style) haha. i'm sucha bitch but it's all for a good course :) i can't lose this one. i just simply can't. i wanna remain the level-headed person people know me as. i can't fall into the very same shit i pulled some of ya'll out of. it just doesn't make sense. i have to practice what i preach if not it defeats the whole purpose. sigh...DECISIONS! anyway, i had my oral presentation today. it went pretty ok but i think i was speaking way too fast. must have been the adrenaline rush...was in an extremely high-good mood. have no idea why. finally PW is over so i can concentrate more on my work...or so i say. christmas is coming! christmas is coming! i'm so bloody excited. is it just me or did this year pass by really fast...like REALLY REALLY fast. i can't believe i'll be sitting for my A's next year*gasp* and then by god's grace, hopefully shipped off to uni. woohoo! but i must say, this year had been a real eye-opening experience, something i'll never be able to forget even if i tried, something that will dwell in my heart forever...thanks tim. In my arms, In my mind, All the time I wanna Keep you right by my side till I die. I'm gonna Hold you down and make sure everything is right with you. You can never go wrong if you Let me hold you, Down like a real friend is supposed to I'm trying to show you The life of somebody like you should be living If you let me hold you.
im in a dilemma at 12:46 AM
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