in regard to my previous posts, i finally figured out why i was having all these fucked up feelings. blame it on my love life. i guess i was just being delusional thinking that everything was perfect between me and tim when in fact, it was far from it. yes, we did talk about it and did break up but we got back together within the day. pretty pointless right? i wouldn't say that everything is perfectly ok between us now cuz i still feel something lacking and the uncomfortability is still prevailing. another thing i can not explain so we'll just play it by ear for now. maybe it'll all make sense in a week or so. it's amazing what time can do.
i always believed that if a relationship doesn't work out once. it's not gonna work out again. i mean, breaking up just weakens the bond built up over the course of the relationship so it's hard to foster this exact same bond again, right? i could be wrong but so far, i've yet to meet anyone who can prove my theory to be untrue. as for my relationship, only time will tell. i really don't know where it's heading.
im in a dilemma at 2:37 PM