Anyway, yesterday was pretty shitty but turned out ok in the end. had parent's teacher meeting in the morning. can you imagine, i didn't even fucking study for my papers and with my grades, i can actually get promoted to year 2. how fucking awesome is that?!!? and i got a C5 for my GP which made me the 45th student out of 808. man...SR really sucks. well after i got my results, i went to my optician to get my eyes checked cuz my contacts have been irritating me and i found out that i had a freaking growth under my eyelids. sick! now i gotta wait for a month for it to heal.
yesterday, i spoke to adri's mum about the whole situation and she said that it's 10% my fault for what she did!! like wtf?!?! now i just gotta pray that her dad doesn't choose to bring it up to my principal. the last thing i want is for my parents to find out. i already got into enough shit in sec school to last me a lifetime. it's bad enough my dad over heard ryan's convo with me and he's pretty suspicious. sigh. well after ballet, i went to meet timmy at forum. i bumped into glenn, nisha and their 3 girls. haven't seen them in ages!! glenn didn't even recognize me and natalia didn't even remember me. a total stab in the heart. ouch.
well kissy kissy boy and i had dinner and then walked around and went to our spot. we talked and i slept...haha...i couldn't help it!! you were too comfortable!! then we went to the 15th floor at my place. hung out there till 1am and then he left :(. i swear, timmy's like the sweetest and nicest person i've ever met...besides ryan peters that is. it's so unbelievable. *you make my world go round*. ok i need to get some work done. i love all of you!!
She says its cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
Shes always worried about things like that
She says its all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
And she only sleeps when its raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
She says baby
Its 3am I must be lonely
When she says baby
Well I cant help but be scared of it all sometimes
Says the rains gonna wash away I believe it
Shes got a little bit of something, God its better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that shes got it all
She swears the moon dont hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when its raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside its stopped raining
im in a dilemma at 6:22 PM