.temperamental bitch.

Monday, June 06, 2005

I'm leaving for europe tmr! yay!! FUN! FUN! FUN! i'm gonna go crazy ass shopping whenever i have the chance. this is so awesome! i mean France and Italy with NO parents. SCORE! tho i wish i could go with girlfriends instead. god i miss them so much. every single one of them- hoe, soph, kris, paltz, roach, ara, shireen, debo, JoG (hope i didn't miss out anyone, if i did, i'm sorry!)and yeah, including you stace eventhough we haven't spoken for a month and still counting. i miss IJ like hell. went back to school with hoe last week to collect our O'level cert and mrs siow gave us the virginity talk. i mean, do we look like a bunch of sluts to you?!?! ok, don't answer that.

Anyway, i skipped school today cuz i'm so damn sick of going every single bloody day. i mean what's the point of calling it holiday when we go to school all the time and finish so darn late. man, screw this shit. i'm staying home and studying. i do alot more work at home than in school anyway.

I GOT AN MP3 PLAYER AND A DIGI CAM!!!! i know, you guys are probably like "that was so........10 years ago!" but i've never had one before. not even a walkman. poor unfortunate child. ok i should probably get started on my work....right after some pancakes. tummy's getting angry at me. haven't been feeding it well. i keep forgetting!

Speak to me
Tell me something so typical
A lullaby or something miserable
That will keep me up at night

Cross out my eyes
I know you planned it
You know I love you
and I can't stand it
We just lost control
We just lost control

Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth fighting for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing

Lie to me
Tell me stories so beautiful
An epic, or something so terrible
That it makes me weep

Cross out these days
On your calendar
It hurts me so much
And I'm not quite sure
I care anymore
I care anymore

im in a dilemma at 9:06 AM