i thought gwen was an ultimate bitch. i mean i didn't like her in school cuz she had this major attitude and then i realised that she's exactly like me! haha. yeah well we get along really well. marcus is gwen's bf. they look so cute together. he's one of the hot chinese guys in SR. a really nice guy. germaine's my classmate and she's the cutest person i've ever met. she doesn't try to be cute. she's just naturally like that. qing fang my room mate and she's bloody hilarious. it was damn fun rooming with her. johnathan's our guardian angel. he's the ultimate gentlemen and forever watching over us girls and last but not least there's jolyn, who's bf's name is also timothy. how cool is that?
well basically we formed our clique in the train from Rome to Paris during truth or truth. a very interesting game i must say. haha. well as much as i loved europe. there's seriously no place like home. maybe i'm just saying that cuz i missed tim like crazy!! i mean like there was no point in time when i didn't think about him. i think i really do love him. more than i know. well i haven't seen him for the past 2 weeks and it's killing me inside. he's coming over on friday and we'll probably get it on there. haha. kidding! we've got a lot to talk about. this is probably the 1st serious relationship i'm getting myself into. who'd ever thought i would be in this position. god i miss him.
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
you have no idea how many times i've listened to this song. it's bloody nice!
im in a dilemma at 9:58 PM